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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    7:54 am
    @@@@@I let my mind coast with hers, trying to
    @@@@@I let my
    mind coast with hers, trying to see what it was that was special about this vacant place
    But she wasn't seeing the sparse, dead land surrounding usShe was dreaming of another
    desert, canyoned and red, a magical placeShe didn't try to keep me outIn fact, she seemed
    almost unaware of my presenceI questioned again what her detachment meantI sensed no
    thought of attackIt felt more like a preparation for the end
    She was living in a happier place in her memory, as if she were saying goodbyeIt was a place
    she had never allowed me to see before
    There was a cabin, an ingenious dwelling tucked into a nook in the red sandstone, perilously
    close to the flash flood lineAn unlikely place, far from any trail or path, built in what seemed a
    senseless locationA rough place, without any of the conveniences of modern technologyShe
    remembered laughing at the sink one had to pump to pull water up from the ground
    “It beats pipes,” Jared says, the crease between his eyes deepening as his brows pull together
    He seems worried by my laughIs he afraid I don't like it? “Nothing to trace, no evidence that
    we're here
    “I love it,” I say quickly“It's like an old movie
    The smile that never truly leaves his face–he smiles even in his sleep–grows wide“They don't
    tell you the worst parts in the moviesC'mon, I'll show you where the latrine is
    I hear Jamie's laughter echo through the narrow canyon as he runs ahead of usHis black hair
    bounces with his bodyHe bounces all the time now, this thin boy with the sun-darkened s
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    7:54 am
    @@@@@ It took me fifteen seconds to reach the end
    @@@@@
    It took me fifteen seconds to reach the end of the
    boardwalk, maybe even less, but in that time I saw
    three more tennis balls floating in on the tide
    Then six, then eightMost were off to my right -
    to the north
    I wasn't watching where I was going and plunged
    off the end of the boardwalk into thin air, arms
    whirlingI hit the sand still running and might
    have stayed up if I'd landed on my good leg, but I
    didn'tA zigzag of pain corkscrewed up my bad one,
    904
    shin to knee to hip, and I went sprawling in the
    sandSix inches in front of my nose was one of
    those damned tennis balls, its fuzz soaked flat
    DUNLOP was printed on the side, the letters as
    black as damnation
    I struggled to my feet, looking wildly out at the
    GulfThere were only a few incoming balls in
    front of El Palacio, but farther north, near Big
    Pink, I saw a green flotilla - a hundred at least,
    probably many moreShe burned the
    picture and she's asleep in her apartment a
    thousand miles from here, safe and sound
    "It means nothing," I said, but now the wind
    blowing my hair back felt cold instead of warmI
    began to limp toward Big Pink, down where the sand
    was wet and packed and shiningThe peeps flew up
    in front of me in cloudsEvery now and then an
    incoming wave would drop a tennis ball at my feet
    There were lots of them now, scattered on the wet
    hardpackThen I came to a burst-open crate
    reading Dunlop Tennis Balls and FACTORY REJECTS NO
    CANSIt was surrounded by floating, bobbing
    tennis balls
    905
    I broke into a run
    xi
    I unlocked the door and left my keys hanging in
    the lockLurched to the phone and saw the message
    light blinkingI pushed the PLAY buttonThe
    robot's expressionless male voice told me that
    this message had been received at 6:48 AM, which
    meant I had missed it by less than half an hour
    Then Pam's voice burst out of the speakerI bent
    my head, the way you'd bend your head to try and
    keep a burst of jagged glass fragments from flying
    directly into your fac
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    7:55 am
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    49
    Jane Austen
    “The house was built in Elizabeth’s time, and is a large, regular,
    brick building; heavy, but respectable looking, and has many good
    roomsIt stands in one of the lowest spots of the
    park; in that respect, unfavourable for improvementBut the woods
    are fine, and there is a stream, which, I dare say, might be made a
    good deal ofRushworth is quite right, I think, in meaning to
    give it a modern dress, and I have no doubt that it will be all done
    extremely well
    Miss Crawford listened with submission, and said to herself, “He
    is a well-bred daytona rolex man; he makes the best of it
    “I do not wish to influence MrRushworth,” he continued; “but,
    had I a place to new fashion, I should not put myself into the hands
    of an improverI would rather have an inferior degree of beauty, of
    my own choice, and acquired progressivelyI would rather abide by
    my own blunders than by his
    “You would know what you were about, of course; but that would
    not suit meI have no eye or ingenuity for such matters, but as they
    are before me; and had I a place of my own in the country, I should
    be most thankful to any MrRepton who would undertake it, and
    give me as gucci hobo horsebit much beauty as he could for my money; and I should
    never look at it till it was complete
    “It would be delightful to me to see the progress of it all,” said
    Fanny
    “Ay, you have been brought up to itIt was no part of my education;
    and the only dose I ever had, being administered by not the
    first favourite in the world, has made me consider improvements in
    hand as the greatest of nuisancesThree years ago the Admiral, my
    honoured uncle, bought a cottage at Twickenham for us all to spend
    our summers in; and my aunt and I went down to it quite in raptures;
    but it being excessively pretty, it was cartier santos watch soon found necessary to be improved,
    and for three months we were all dirt and confusion, without
    a gravel walk to step on, or a bench fit for useI would have everything
    as complete as possible in the country, shrubberies and flowergardens,
    and rustic seats innumerable: but it must all be done without
    my careHenry is different; he loves to be doing
    Edmund was sorry to hear Miss Crawford, whom he was much
    disposed to admire, speak so freely of her uncleIt did not suit his
    50
    Mansfield Park
    sense of propriety, and he was silenced, till induced by further smiles
    and liveliness to put the fake prada matter by for the presentBertram,” said she, “I have tidings of my harp at lastI am
    assured that it is safe at Northampton; and there it has probably
    been these ten days, in spite of the solemn assurances we have so
    often received to the contrary Edmund expressed his pleasure and
    surprise“The truth is, that our inquiries were too direct; we sent a
    servant, we went ourselves: this will not do seventy miles from London;
    but this morning we heard of it in the right wayIt was seen by
    some farmer, and he told the miller, and the miller told the butcher,
    and the butcher’s son-in-law left word at the gucci mens wallet s
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    8:02 am
    @@@@@The sun was clearing the ridge, and while
    @@@@@The sun was clearing the ridge, and while the light in the valley was still faint, there was nothing unreal about it
    In that way Mary ushered in the dawn with himThe hills were shaking off the night mists and the dew was sparklingFor this brief moment the ridges about him appeared soft and feminineAll the men scattered around him looked damp and chilly, dark bundles from which mist roseHe was the only man awake for a distance of many miles, and he had the youth of the morning all to himself
    Out of the dawn, far on the other side of the mountain, he could hear artillery boomingIt shattered his reverie
    Gallagher swallowed, wondering with a dumb misery how long it would be before he would stop tricking himselfThere was nothing now to anticipate, and he was conscious for the first time of how tired he wasHis limbs ached and his sleep seemed to have done him no goodThe character of the dawn changed, left him shuddering in his blanket, damp and cold from the night's dew
    There was still his child, the boy he had never seen, but that did not cheer himHe believed he would never live to see him, and the knowledge was almost without pain, a dour certainty in his mindToo many men had been killedWith a sick fascination, he envisioned a factory, watched his bullet being made, packed into a carton
    If only I could see a picture of the kidIt wasn't so much to askIf only he could get back from this patrol and live long enough for some mail to come with a picture of his kid
    But he was miserable again, certain he had tricked himselfHe shivered from fright, looking about him uneasily at the mountains reared on every side
    He knew he was guiltyHe remembered the momentary power and contempt he had felt as he bawled at Roth to jump, the quick sure pleasure of itHe twisted uncomfortably on the ground, recalling the bitter agony on Roth's face as he missed the stepGallagher could see him falling and falling, and the image scraped along his spine like chalk squeaking on a blackboar
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    7:54 am
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    cutting peat in the bog
    "You'd better go over it nowWe're out of money in the kitchen and
    the girls need paying tomorrow
    "Bother! I'll have to get some cash from the bankI'll drive in to
    Trim
    "If I was the banker, messenger bag prada I'd never give money to a creature dressed like
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    been steadily growing in strength and numbers throughout Ireland
    With
    Ballyhara, they now had what they most needed: a hermes kelly bag secure location
    where
    leaders from every county could meet to plan strategy, and where a
    man
    who needed to flee the militia could safely go, except that strangers
    were too noticeable in a town that was hardly larger than a village
    Militia and constabulary patrols from Trim were few, but one man with
    sharp eyes was pearl chanel enough to destroy the best-laid plans"We really
    need
    the inn," Rosaleen Fitzpatrick said urgently"It makes sense that a
    man with business in Trim would take a room this close but cheaper
    than
    in town
    "You're right, Rosaleen," Colum soothed, "and I'll talk to ScarlettShe's too quick-minded for thatGive it a prada tote bag rest
    for a bitThen when I bring it up, she won't wonder why we're both
    pressing But Colum, we mustn't waste time
    "We mustn't lose everything by hurry, eitherI'll do it when I
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    least
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
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    water
    We definitely heard a sigh this time
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    7:54 am
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    So I rummaged in my pack, found my Indigo, and
    began drawingI drew the Eastlake swimming pool
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    1000
    and allowing muscle memory to punch in a phone
    numberI drew it as it had been when it had rolex daytona cosmograph been
    bright and new and full of clean waterThe pool,
    where for some reason Perse's hold slipped and her
    hearing failed
    I drew Nan Melda, up to her shins, and Libbit up
    to her waist, with Noveen tucked under her arm and
    her pinafore floating around herWords floated
    out of my strokes
    Where yo new fake prada doll now? The china doll?
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    So it had been there, at least for awhile
    And what her name?
    Her name is Perse
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    known
    I looked up from the picture I had drawn of Nan
    Melda and Libbit standing in the poolI realized,
    in a distant way, that I was very hungry
    "What are you talking about, Edgar?" Wireman asked
    "Getting rid of Perse was Nan Melda's replica gucci idea I
    turned to Noveen, still sitting on Jack's knee
    "I'm right, aren't I?"
    Noveen said nothing, so I passed my right hand
    over the figures in my swimming-pool drawingFor
    a moment I saw that hand, long fingernails and all
    "Nanny didn't know no better," Noveen said an
    instant later from Jack's hermes bag
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    7:54 am
    @@@@@ And so saying, she walked hastily out of
    @@@@@ And so saying, she walked hastily out
    of the room, leaving awkward feelings to more than one, but exciting
    small compassion in any except Fanny, who had been a quiet
    auditor of the whole, and who could not think of her as under the
    agitations of jealousy without great pity
    A short silence succeeded her leaving them; but her brother soon
    returned to business and Lovers’ Vows, and was eagerly looking over
    the play, with MrYates’s help, to ascertain what scenery would be
    necessary—while Maria and Henry Crawford conversed together
    in an under-voice, and the declaration with which she began of, “I
    am sure I would give up the part to Julia most willingly, but that
    though I shall probably do it very ill, I feel persuaded she would do
    it worse,” was doubtless receiving all the compliments it called for
    When this had lasted some time, the division of the party was
    completed by Tom Bertram and MrYates walking off together to
    121
    Jane Austen
    consult farther in the room now beginning to be called the Theatre,
    and Miss Bertram’s resolving to go down to the Parsonage herself
    with the offer of Amelia to Miss Crawford; and Fanny remained
    alone
    The first use she made of her solitude was to take up the volume
    which had been left on the table, and begin to acquaint herself with
    the play of which she had heard so muchHer curiosity was all
    awake, and she ran through it with an eagerness which was suspended
    only by intervals of astonishment, that it could be chosen in
    the present instance, that it could be proposed and accepted in a
    private theatre! Agatha and Amelia appeared to her in their different
    ways so totally improper for home representation—the situation
    of one, and the language of the other, so unfit to be expressed
    by any woman of modesty, that she could hardly suppose her cousins
    could be aware of what they were engaging in; and longed to
    have them roused as soon as possible by the remonstrance which
    Edmund would certainly make
    122
    Mansfield Park
    CHAPTER XV
    MISS CRAWFORD accepted the part very readily; and soon after Miss
    Bertram’s return from the Parsonage, MrRushworth arrived, and
    another character was consequently castHe had the offer of Count
    Cassel and Anhalt, and at first did not know which to chuse, and
    wanted Miss Bertram to direct him; but upon being made to understand
    the different style of the characters, and which was which,
    and recollecting that he had once seen the play in London, and had
    thought Anhalt a very stupid fellow, he soon decided for the Count
    Miss Bertram approved the decision, for the less he had to learn the
    better; and though she could not sympathise in his wish that the
    Count and Agatha might be to act together, nor wait very patiently
    while he was slowly turning over the leaves with the hope of still
    discovering such a scene, she very kindly took his part in hand, and
    curtailed every speech that admitted being shortened; besides pointing
    out the necessity of his being very much dressed, and chusing
    his coloursRushworth liked the idea of his finery very well,
    though affecting to despise it; and was too much engaged with what
    his own appearance would be to think of the others, or draw any of
    those conclusions, or feel any of that displeasure which Maria had
    been half prepared for
    Thus much was settled before Edmund, who had been out all the
    morning, knew anything of the matter; but when he entered the
    drawing-room before dinner, the buzz of discussion was high between
    Tom, Maria, and MrRushworth stepped forward
    with great alacrity to tell him the agreeable news
    “We have got a play,” said he“It is to be Lovers’ Vows; and I am
    to be Count Cassel, and am to come in first with a blue dress and a
    pink satin cloak, and afterwards am to have another fine fancy suit,
    by way of a shooting-dressI do not know how I shall like it
    123
    Jane Austen
    Fanny’s eyes followed Edmund, and her heart beat for him as she
    heard this speech, and saw his look, and felt what his sensations
    must be
    “Lovers’ Vows!” in a tone of the greatest amazement, was his only
    reply to MrRushworth, and he turned towards his brother and sisters
    as if hardly doubting a contradiction“After all our debatings and difficulties, we
    find there is nothing that will suit us altogether so well, nothing so
    unexceptionable, as Lovers’ VowsThe wonder is that it should not
    have been thought of beforeMy stupidity was abominable, for here
    we have all the advantage of what I saw at Ecclesford; and it is so
    useful to have anything of a model! We have cast almost every part
    “But what do you do for women?” said Edmund gravely, and looking
    at Maria
    Maria blushed in spite of herself as she answered, “I take the part
    which Lady Ravenshaw was to have done, and” (with a bolder eye)
    “Miss Crawford is to be Amelia
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    8:02 am
    @@@@@We been t'rough a lot, our nerves are up in
    @@@@@We been t'rough a lot, our nerves are up in the air
    "Yeah, I guess you did have a rough go"Tomorrow they'll have our ass out on patrol, you watch
    "It's only mopping up
    "Where do ya get that stuff, moppin' up?"
    The pilot looked at him"Jesus, I forgot you men were out on patrol for six daysHell, man, the whole fuggin campaign blew sky highIn another week there won't be but ten Japs leftWe got their supply dumpWe're slaughtering themI saw that Toyaku Line myself yesterdayThey had concrete machine-gun emplacements"The whole thing's over, huh?"
    "Just about
    "And we broke our ass for nothin'
    Polack climbed down after a while and told the menIt all seemed perfectly fitting to themThey laughed sourly, turned over in their bunks, and stared at the side bulkheadBut soon they realized that if the campaign was over they would be out of combat for a few months at leastIt confused them, irritated them, they didn't know whether the news pleased them or notThe patrol should have been worth somethingIn their fatigue this conflict brought them close to hysteria and then shifted them over to mirth
    "Hey, you know," Wyman piped, "before we went I heard a rumor they're going to send the division to Australia to make MPs out of us"Wyman, they're sendin' us home
    "Recon's gonna be personal bodyguard for the General
    "MacArthur is gonna have us build him another house at Holla
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    7:54 am
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    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
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    Idiot,Melanie chastised meidn't you think what your story would mean to him?
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    Jamie shook his headI wanted to know how it happened His voice was
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    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
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    I was planning on sheepshead, but they're not in yet, and I can't
    wait
    I don't know why the fishing boats can't be more punctual, and don't
    talk to me about no wind for the sailsMy bonnet nearly blew right
    off my head this morning
    "I really prefer flounder myself, Minnie, it takes to a sauce so much
    betterLet me present Rhett's wife, Scarlett gucci boston bag Tell me, does this flounder look good to you?" It
    looked disgusting to her, but Scarlett murmured, "I've always been
    partial to flounder myself She hoped that all Miss Eleanor's friends
    wouldn't ask her opinionShe didn't even know what flounder was, for
    pity sakes, much less if it was any good or not
    In the next hour, Scarlett was introduced to more than twenty ladies,
    and a dozen varieties of top chanel fishShe was receiving a thorough education
    in seafoodButler bought crabs, going to five different sellers
    until she had accumulated eight"I suppose I seem awfully picky to
    you," she said when she was satisfied, "but the soup's just not the
    same if it's made with he-crabsThe roe gives it a special flavor,
    you seeIt's a lot harder to find she-crab this time of year, but
    it's worth the effort, I chanel clutch th
    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    7:54 am
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    @@@@@I will find one and give him a quiet call at home later tonight—

    “Tonight?” broke in Bourne, raising himself off the bed
    “It will cost a thousand francs or so, but you’ll get the location of the telephone
    “I can’t wait until later tonight
    “Then you add a risk by trying to reach such a man at workThese men are monitored; no one
    trusts anyone in the telephone serviceIt’s the Socialists’ paradox: Give its laboring forces
    responsibility but no individual authority
    “Hold it!” said Jason from the bed“You have the home phone numbers, right?”
    “They’re in the book, yesThese people don’t keep private listings
    “Have someone’s wife callSomeone’s got to get home
    Bernardine nodded his head
    The minutes turned into quarter hours as the retired Deuxième officer went to work, unctuously,
    with promises of reward for the wives of telephone technicians, if they would do what he asked
    them to doTwo hung up on him, three turned him down with epithets born of the suspicious Paris
    curbsides; but the sixth, amid obscenities, declared, “Why not?” As long as the rodent she had
    married understood that the money was hers
    The hour was over, and Jason left the hotel, walking slowly, deliberately, down the pavement,
    crossing four streets until he saw a public phone on the Quai Voltaire by the SeineA blanket of
    darkness was slowly floating down over Paris, the boats on the river and the bridges dotted with
    lightsAs he approached the red kiosk he breathed steadily, inhaling deeply, exercising a control
    over himself that he never thought possibleHe was about to place the most important phone call of
    his life, but he could not let the Jackal know that, if, indeed, it was the JackalHe went inside,
    inserted the coin and dialed
    “Yes?” It was a woman’s voice, the French oui sharp and harsh
    “Blackbirds circle in the sky,” said Bourne, repeating Santos’s words in French“They make a
    great deal of noise, all but one
    “Where do you call from?”
    “Here in Paris, but I am not from Paris
    “From where, then?”
    “Where the winters are far colder,” answered Jason, feeling the moisture on his hairlineControl! “It is urgent that I reach a black
    Friday, December 17th, 2010
    7:53 am
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    @@@@@He was watching me
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    "Will you finish, Edward?"
    "Yes, ma'am
    "I wouldn't want to be faster
    or greener than now if you were with me O you
    were the best of all my days"What were the best of all your days,
    Edgar?"
    "Maybe these," I said"Then I'll hope, tooOne is always
    allowed to hopeAnd Edgar?"
    "Yes, ma'am?"
    "Let me be Elizabeth to youI can't stand being a
    ma'am at this end of my lifeDo we understand
    each other?"
    I nodded"I think we do, Elizabeth
    She smiled, and the tears that had been in her own
    eyes fellThe cheeks they landed on were old and
    272
    ruined with wrinkles, but the eyes were young
    v
    Ten minutes later, Wireman and I were standing at
    the end of the Palacio boardwalk againHe had
    left the lady of the house with a slice of key
    lime pie, a glass of tea, and the remote control
    I had two of Wireman's egg salad sandwiches in a
    bagHe said they'd just go stale if I didn't take
    them home, and he didn't have to press me too hard
    I also hit him up for a couple of aspirin
    "Look," he said, "I'm sorry about thatI was
    going to ask first, believe me
    He nodded but didn't look directly at meHe was
    looking out at the Gulf"I just want you to know
    I didn't promise her anythingSo she makes assumptions the way
    kids do, based on what she wants rather than on
    the facts
    "And what she wants is to be read to
    273
    "Poems on tapes and compact discs don't cut it?"
    "N
    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
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    “SometimesWe don't go out during the day much
    “At least she gets to stretch her legs,” Kyle muttered“I don't know why you want to hearher
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    “Because it's so uncommonWhich makes it a nice change dior women from listening toyou complainOnce Ian and Kyle got started, they usually went on for a while
    “Oklahoma City next?” I asked Jared
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    of Rhett's body, the wet silk nightdress felt like ice on Scarlett's
    breasts and stomachShe crossed her arms over herself for warmth,
    but
    it was uselessHer mind was as icy as her body, and the things he
    had
    said rang clearly through ithe had been laughing
    at her he was chanel logo earrings concerned only with his "convenience How dare
    he?
    How dare he laugh at her in public and revile her to his skin and throw
    her around in her own room like a sack of meal? A "Charleston
    gentleman" was as much a lie as a "Charleston lady Two-faced,
    lying,
    double-dealing- Scarlett lifted her fists to hit him, but he was still
    gripping her prada clutch shoulders, and her baIled hands fell ineffectually on
    his chest
    She twisted and broke freeRhett raised his palms to ward off her
    blows, and laughter rumbled low in his brown throatScarlett lifted
    her hands-only to push her wild hair back from her face
    "You can save your breath, Rhett ButlerI'll need no advice from you
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    and I despise everybody in it, especially youI'm leaving
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    She faced him head-on, her hands on her hips, her head high, her chin
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    "And you will do what I tell you to do, and you will appear to like
    it
    Or I swear before God that I will break every bone in your body, one
    after another He walked to the doorWith his hand on the latch, he
    looked back at her and smiled mockingly"And don't try to do
    anything
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    Monday, December 6th, 2010
    8:07 am
    @@@@@The Saigon chapter is closed, as is Kabul
    @@@@@The Saigon
    chapter is closed, as is Kabul Conklin lowered himself into a chair and massaged his right calf; he tried to speak
    casually but the attempt was not wholly successful“In December of 1970 one of your men was
    killed during a search-and-destroy patrolIt was called an accident of ‘friendly fire,’ but you knew
    betterYou knew he was marked by some horseshit artists down south at headquarters; they had it
    in for himHe was a Cambodian and no saint by any means, but he knew all the contraband trails,
    so he was your point
    “Just images,” interrupted Bourne“All I get are fragmentsI see but I can’t remember
    “The facts aren’t important anymore; they’re buried along with several thousand other
    questionable eventsApparently a large narcotics deal went sour in the Triangle and your scout was
    held responsible, so a few hotshots in Saigon thought a lesson should be taught their gook runners
    They flew up to your territory, went into the grass, and took him out like they were a VC advance
    unitBut you saw them from a piece of high ground and blew all your gasketsYou tracked them
    back to the helicopter pad and gave them a choice: Get in and you’d storm the chopper leaving no
    survivors, or they could come back with you to the base campThey came back under your men’s
    guns and you forced Field Command to accept your multiple charges of murderThat’s when Ice-
    Cold Ogilvie showed up looking after his Saigon boys
    “Then something happened, didn’t it? Something crazy—everything got confused, twistedBryce got you on the stand and made you look like a maniac, a sullen
    pathological liar and a killer who, except for the war and your expertise, would be in a maximum
    security prisonHe called you everything in the rotten black book and demanded that you reveal
    your real name—which you wouldn’t do, couldn’t do, because your first wife’s Cambodian family
    would have been slaughteredHe tried to tie you in verbal knots, and, failing that, threatened the
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    372
    military court with exposing the whole bastard battalion, which it also couldn’t allowOgilvie’s
    thugs got off for lack of credible testimony, and after the trial you had to be physically restrained in
    the barracks until Ogilvie was airborne back to Saigon
    “His name was Kwan Soo,” said Bourne dreamily, his head moving back and forth as if
    rejecting a nightmare“He was a kid, maybe sixteen or seventeen, sending the drug money back to
    three villages so they could eatThere wasn’t any other way oh, shit! What would any of us have
    done if our families were starving?”
    “That wasn’t anything you could say at the trial and you knew
    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
    7:54 am
    @@@@@I asked Wireman if he was seeing any better
    @@@@@I asked
    Wireman if he was seeing any better and he shook
    his head regretfully"Things are still mighty
    black on the left side of my world, EdgarWish I
    could tell you different, but I can't
    I played him Nannuzzi's messageWireman laughed
    and pumped his fistIt was hard not to be touched
    by his pleasure, which bordered on glee"You're
    on your way, muchacho - this is your other life
    for sureCan't wait to see you on the cover of
    Time He held his hands up, as if framing a cover
    476
    "There's only one thing about it that worries me,"
    I saidand then had to laughActually a lot of
    things about it worried me, including the fact
    that I had not the slightest idea what I was
    letting myself in for"My daughter may want to
    comeThe one who visited me down here
    "What's wrong with that? Most men would be
    delighted to have their daughters watch them turn
    proYou going to eat that last piece of lasagna?"
    We split itBeing of artistic temperament, I took
    the bigger half
    "I'd love her to comeBut your boss-lady says
    Duma Key is no place for daughters, and I sort of
    believe her
    "My boss-lady has Alzheimer's, and it's really
    starting to biteThe bad news about that is she
    doesn't know her ass from her elbow anymoreThe
    good news is she meets new people every day
    "She said the thing about daughters twice, and she
    wasn't fogged out either time
    "And maybe she's right," he said"Or possibly
    it's just a bee in Miss Eastlake's bonnet, based
    477
    on the fact that a couple of her sisters died here
    when she was
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